วันศุกร์, มกราคม 06, 2549

Two days of quiet peace.

(Suzanne Vega has given me some words today. Well, between her and Rammstein -words and spirit- I'm doing fine.)

Solitude. It's been so long since I've had it, perhaps I didn't even know how much I needed it. The last six months have been so busy - not always full, but busy - never stopping, always meeting, always planning for the next day and the next. I got back from my big winter vacation adventure and... well... just stopped.

Yeah, I played computer games for the better part of two days and I rarely left the house. I went to a movie- that felt good. I sat down and tried to write- that started another computer game. ;) I cooked, I did laundry, I played with my new toys. But now, my breathing's changed. My thinking is clearer. The mood is starting to clean up from within.

Something so simple; time alone in space that is mine.

Only downside - on Thursday the weather was beautiful, and I only went out in it once.

Ok. Today I have things to be and places to do so… á bientôt.